FantasyTwilight

*blows the dust off this familiar place*
Way back when I was a senior in High School I found this place. I feel in love with it but I didn't really do much with it till years later. But I think it was a short lived experience. And when I was forced to limit where I post for personal reasons I pretty much stopped logging on here. I want to become more active and maybe by the end of the year I'll have the ability to do so.

Anyways updates! I'M A MOMMY!


Meet Ian Scott Jones! He was born on Oct 29th, 2016. Two days before Halloween! Ahharughing I was hoping for my original due date of Oct 31st but hey we all operate on the baby's schedule and I guess he wanted to arrive on that day (12:21am) annnnnnd I was admitted with a heart rate of 180bpm and they thought that wasn't good to have a heart rate -THAT- high.

I want to be more active and I'm going to make an honest effort to do so. But even if I neglect my deviantart account, know that I do check it from time to time and appreciate the people I follow and what is posted. 

I'm also going to make this clear. I want to make it public, plus I have not called this person names and even removed his real name. If you don't like this, ignore this journal and move on. Any and all harassing comments to this journal will be documented. 

This user, who has a DA account, a cosplay.com account, and a twitter account across the internet has tried to make claim he did not make a series of death threats against me back in Aug 2013. When I took it to court to get a restraining order (oh and by the way he also attacked my house a few nights prior to the first hearing, he actually doesn't deny that) he lied and claimed he didn't make such claim. And since the lawyer I hired for the 2nd hearing was too stupid to summon the person that witnessed (though a facebook conversation) the threats, the judge dismissed as "lack of evidence". 
This user has been stalking me on DA, making claims he isn't the one doing it cause other people get on his account yet he forgets there is a "LOGOUT" button and a handy dandy button to change one's password. Apparently my request for him to put me on ignore on cosplay.com has gone in one ear and out the other. And he got all pissy when I told him give me full ownership of the photos so I can crop out the watermark and not feel bad about it. I was informed that he even HATES those photos (from what I understand there was a screenshoted statement saying that all the photos from 2013 were really bad and crappy, but I don't have the screenshot so I can't properly quote exactly what was said).
I have more then one occasion of asking the -USER- to stop stalking me on DA and because they refuse to heed it, I've filed paperwork with the local police to point all fingers at him. It shows lack of care that he has for the law. He has constantly defamed me on cosplay.com. And I'll assume he's done it on twitter, DA, tumblr, facebook and in person. I don't believe he tells the truth because then his precious managers at where he works wouldn't allow him to work anymore if they knew he made threats as well as attacked my home.
He's accused me of stealing something that I never stole AND was for free grabs after it was dismissed. Yeah I have a screenshot of the front page to figmentsmedia.net before it got the "closed" sign. It stated some crap that "Figment's Media belongs to FantasyTwilight" or some crap like that. Granted I gave it to someone just after all that happened. His current story is "It belonged to my mother, blah, blah, blah." Want to know something? I have a screenshot of the coversation between Ipower and his mother and it stated they couldn't verify him OR his mother as the owners of the account. That tells me though just from what I can defer, that who ever owns the account, legit owns the account and that Figment1986 screwed up big time by actually transferring the domain name to me and when I gave it off, the person that took it knew how to transfer the domain name from me to them, idk I made a phone call and confirmation via email that it is now belongs to that person. However, after been told to take this crap in court, both him AND his mother refuse to act like civil adults and have chosen to further fuel the problems and add more to my case. So I have THREE accounts of being accused of hacking/stealing a website. Back the fuck up, and think before you point fingers. I have screenshots of these two claims AND the email he sent me in rage (i'm assuming he's raging, not sure why since he claimed he wanted nothing to do with Figment's Media). That's $25,000 per claim I can file for defamation of character by accusing me of theft. do the math, 25 x 3, that's $75,000 in my pocket. I actually met a woman who does that for a living, I don't agree with the
*Edit* Cause this actually iritated me a lot. WHERE THE HELL IS MEDICAL DEGREE? I had a PROFESSIONAL DOCTOR WITH A -REAL- MEDICAL DEGREE AT A -REAL- CAUSE ME TO CRY BECAUSE HE SAID MY SPLEEN MIGHT BE CAUSING MY CHEST PROBLEMS AND SAID THAT IF THE MEDICAL HE GIVES ME DOESN'T MAKE THE SWELLING GO DOWN THAT MY SPLEEN MIGHT ACTUALLY BURST AND I CAN DIE! DON'T FUCKING EVER TOUCH ANYTHING THAT HAS TO DO WITH MY MEDICAL PROBLEMS AND HEALTH ISSUES! He -KNOWS- I don't like it when people claim they know everything like they have a medical degree and tell me I'm wrong. Granted I proved the doctor wrong when I came back in tears and spent what felt like forever in the hospital to prove that it -wasn't- my spleen. But don't EVER FUCKING TELL ME YOU KNOW WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH MY BODY AND IF YOU DO, SEND ME A SCREENSHOT OF YOUR MEDICAL DEGREE AND THEN I'LL SHUT UP!

So yeah, I'm pissed, frustrated and aggravated he won't grow the fuck up, get a pair of balls, stop stalking, harassing, and slandering me, putting me on ignore, and stop fucking talking or even THINKING about me. Cause up until this point, the only thing that ever had the disgusting subject of him brought up was when I talked to my lawyer, WHO isn't going to fucking contact him (thank you cosplay.com and my love screenshot button per my husband's request) when I'm paying the lawyer to deal with my issues and if we want to hear Figment1986's side that hasn't been screenshot yet, we'll do that in court. Oh and did you know it's illegal to hold onto a nude photo of a woman if they don't know anything about it? Yeah, you have had that nude photo since March to August/September that you obtained (because you can't give an EXACT date with a screenshot of the time stamp) somehow, not sure if you truly stole it, or if it was just a dumb mistext from me cause I'd NEVER willing send a photo like that to you, EVER.


So here are the death threats against MY life Figment1986 made to me in a conversation between him and our friend RainbroDash.
--will simply quote the threats when my email is not on lockdown--

Also, please DO NOT UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES CONTACT THIS USER! IF YOU CONTACT THIS USER MAKING ANY CLAIMS OF HARASSMENT, THREATS OR ANY KIND OF SPAM, HE HAS FULL RIGHT TO PROSECUTE YOU TO THE FULL EXTENT OF THE FLORIDA LAW! THIS IS A STORY TO SHOW MY STORY AND MY SIDE TO HIS VICIOUS LIES BECAUSE HE CAN'T KEEP HIS MOUTH SHUT FROM SLANDERING ME! DO NOT TRY TO BE AN INTERNET HERO, I HAVE THE POLICE AND LAWYERS WORKING WITH ME ON THIS.

I have been working on a playlist on youtube, it's kinda my mood lifter. I am currently going though all sorts of hell right now and these songs are in a way helping me feel a smidge better each day. I can't wait till my nightmare is over and things finally get settled...but until then I need to maintain radio silence. 

Anyways, here is my playlist

www.youtube.com/playlist?list=…

I just realized some of those songs are breakup songs....oooops. Well friends break up right? It's still a relationship just not like...a bf/gf type one....well he saw it as that and I never confirmed or denied it cause I didn't want him getting depressed...so yeah....they still fit.

Friday - It started off really rough as I found out my twitter had been put on a freeze of some sort because my stalker can’t listen to the god damn police and do as they say. Which leaves me to have to deal with that shit this week. Regardless of my frustrations (and realizing that lace front wigs are a fucking bitch to put on) I put onmy cosplay, wig, and make up as one of my friends loaded the car and we were off to Orlando for Holiday Matsuri. We arrived to the hotel, checked in, unloaded the car and then headed to the host hotel. I felt just UTTERLY AMAZING as I stepped onto the convention floor and people immediately googled and goggled over my Elsa Cosplay. All was going well until a small bump in the road that sent me in an utter sheer panic attack which the Con security stepped in to help me. They were informed of the situation by my friends and security then went and talked to the person and told them that if they do something to cause me any problems (stalking, harassment, blocking me from exiting a room with one exit) that he’d be banned from the convention. Afterwards, I started to regain my confidence because I realized one thing, why am I being just as pathetic as him? Why am I curling into a little pathetic scared ball and hiding? Cause my friends are right, that’s showing him that he has the power over me and I have chosen to stand up and stop him from ruining my life. He’s caused enough of my health problems these past months since August and I’m tired of it. I’m tired of being told “oh he’s not doing this or that” and then I listen to my gut and bring someone to keep me safe and I always end up being right that this dude lies through his teeth expecting me to avoid an event from his lies. And just by fucking that, he’s now a liar for making claims he wants to avoid problems. *takes a deep breath* ANYWAYS! Back to the good things. Friday continued to be really amazing until about 6pm where I had sat down and out of nowhere I felt utter pain and my friend ended up fighting the urge to not cut me out of my Elsa cosplay (the top was a fully boned corset) because of how happy, pretty and amazing I felt in the costume. The night ended after a quick change of clothes, a trip to walmart for some extra supplies and painstakingly stitching xmas lights into my secret cosplay.
Saturday - The day started off just utterly AMAZING! The lights on my Holiday Princess Serenity looked….I can’t say Amazing because it looked BETTER then that!!! We realized there was a HUGE design flaw in the dress (plus it was still a smidge too long in the front so I tripped a lot in it, just like Serena XD) where I didn’t take into account the weight of the lights. So as the day went by, I was boob tapped, duct taped, scotch tapped, UPS tapped, sewed, pined and safety pined into this sucker. I got so many compliments on this dress and I felt like more people wanted photos of that dress compared to my Elsa cosplay (which is strange cause the Elsa dress was AMAZINGLY better detailed). After I had lunch and started to walk back to the convention area, I wish I had fucking put money on that the stalker asshole would show up (catching him red handed in a lie) because they were standing in the middle of the main walkway. So I held my head up high and pranced around like my normal dorky ass self and my confidence began to starting flickering back. I played some games of Injustice against my big bro Edwin and actually managed to stay on my toes and not even move spam mashing and my “button smash till something cool happens” method actually worked. Which has given me more reason to want a PS3 cause then I can really practice (and have my big bro coach me) at fighting games and become decent at them. The holiday runway contest came and went, and I felt like a pageant girl again on stage as I walked (and tripped a few times) gracefully down the runway and at that moment I felt like Princess Serenity. I didn’t win anything, however the people that looked like they’d win did win, so I felt happy (plus I love the spirit of competing and showing off my costume rather then winning anyways). After the contest, I went back to the hotel room and changed into my Toys for Tots Ball dress. I felt so sexy and beautiful in my dress. And I think at that moment, I started to forget all the pain, stress, torment, misery, etc that this dickwad had caused me since August. And I’m sure this person saw me in this dress and it was a fairly decent low cut dress too. I got this AMAZING rave outfit + cyber locks and I was told that I look like a raver Kitana from Mortal Combat. I also obtained an AMAZING leather coat that will work spot on perfectly with steampunk sailor moon. The dance was really nice, even had a few guys (and girls) ask me to dance with them cause I didn’t really have anyone to dance with. Lots of people even complimented me on my new hair cut too! After the dance was over, I changed into our Rave outfits. I was SOOOOOO excited to attend my first rave EVER! I played a few games in the game room cause I was so hyper and excited that sitting and waiting in line wasn’t going to go well. That’s when I played some Soul Caliber with Salvatore and I was able to stand on my toes as well. It was amazing too! He even complimented me on how well I was doing. While him and my friend played more games with each other, I was gonna give Halo a shot cause some random person talked me into it. However, I can’t aim for shit and the speed boost thingy didn’t help at all. After the game room closed I went to try to attend the rave, however the music + my chest arthritis didn’t do great together. So after leaving in heartbreak, I went to the bar for a bit and had something to drink and to eat, and went off to the Peppermint Parlor event. THAT WAS THE MOST AMAZING HIGHLIGHT OF MY WEEKEND, NO ONE WILL HAVE ANY IDEA ON HOW HAPPY AND HOW MUCH FUN I HAD!!!! At one point I was no more then 2 feet away from this person, and YOU WANT TO KNOW SOMETHING??? I DIDN’T HAVE A PANIC ATTACK! I DIDN’T GET SCARED! I STILL FELT AMAZING AND STILL HAD A GREAT TIME! Granted I had enough medication in my system that I wasn’t in 100% that much in pain as I had been most of the weekend. After I danced my butt off some more (and had a handful of guys hit on me cause I was in my Rave outfit still, which I did tell them I am married) till I was exhausted and then headed back to hotel and passed out soundly on the bed. My friend Victoria was also staying in the room shared one of the two beds with me (with mom on the other bed) and she felt weird sharing a bed with mom so she was with me. I had warned her that I toss and turn in the middle of the night, and bless her heart, she was confident enough to tell me she could handle it. That is when I woke up in the morning to find out she was with mom. Somehow I managed to kick her off the bed with my tossing and turning, lol. 
Sunday - The day started out pretty good (minus a small heart attack over the camera) and we all exchanged gifts at breakfast. Mom was really thrilled to get the Vaccum she has wanted for a while (I put all the little attachments into her gift bag so she had something to unwrap). Edwin LOVED his video game and playstation network credits. I’m assuming Jon liked his Best Buy gift card, he was still asleep when we opened gifts and headed to the convention. Victoria was excited over getting a puzzle and a new cross necklace. My friend Brent, was just a dork over his Michigan santa hat. I was in love with the dragon necklace and earings that Victoria got me. My friend Ashlei was very happy over the Avenger’s soaps and I LOVED the artwork of Lumetta she did for me. And Vincent adored the Rarity gifts I got him. The day was actually rather uneventful, cept for lunch when my appetite FINALLY came back to me and I finished an ENTIRE entree! The costume contest was nice, the people that deserved awards got awards, which always great! My big bro, Edwin had sooooo much fun as Oogie Boogie which made my heart melt with joy! I’m so happy that he had a blast as Oogie! After closing ceremonies mom took us all out to dinner. Dinner went kinda ok, except it ended in me starting to feel pain again from my corset. And since then I’ve been in intense pain, which has lead me to being in the hospital right now.
All in all, I had a major blast at Holiday Matsuri and I really can’t wait till next year!

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